bad dayss.

i messed up my sholder and my collar bone is throbbing from being elbowed.
i NEVER cry when i get hurt, i suck it up and take it like a champ.
but im in SO much pain i cant bear it. i burst into tears in front of my entire team. and ontop of that i had to perform AGAIN. and, i did.
i have a track meet Saturday that i probably wont be able to compete in now. UGH.
i have SO much crap on my mind. and i cant tell anyone.
i wanna go somewhere, anywhere and just scream.